For a fews months I genuinely liked how I looked even after showering till I moved my head.
I think I should still look the same or maybe even better but now I get control bdd so i basically never see my face
Maybe it was reverse bdd maybe it wasn’t But I hate me now
I think it was the most time I didn’t have bdd effect me
I liked my appearence at about 6-9 months hrt. I got quick changes at the beginning and haven‘t really changed ever since. I think it was hope paired with some honfidence.
Imagine not being hondosed 6 months in :')
I was hondosed for the first 3 months, then I realized my doctor is full of shit and switched to DIY.
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