For a fews months I genuinely liked how I looked even after showering till I moved my head.
I think I should still look the same or maybe even better but now I get control bdd so i basically never see my face
Maybe it was reverse bdd maybe it wasn’t But I hate me now
I think it was the most time I didn’t have bdd effect me
Yes. I think this is reverse bdd honestly. Or maybe without a reference point I can’t really see my masculinity. That way in soft lighting I can perceive myself as feminine. My biggest problem are the shoulders tho, I started to notice how they look and I can’t go back. But with face it really depends on the lighting and my mood.