For a fews months I genuinely liked how I looked even after showering till I moved my head.
I think I should still look the same or maybe even better but now I get control bdd so i basically never see my face
Maybe it was reverse bdd maybe it wasn’t But I hate me now
I think it was the most time I didn’t have bdd effect me


there was a couple months I deluded myself into thinking I was a gigapassoid in like 2023 yes