For a fews months I genuinely liked how I looked even after showering till I moved my head.
I think I should still look the same or maybe even better but now I get control bdd so i basically never see my face
Maybe it was reverse bdd maybe it wasn’t But I hate me now
I think it was the most time I didn’t have bdd effect me
I was at a church thing only for trannies and it was like a veil was lifted and I could see what I actually was in the mirror, and I liked it. I think that I was spared from my usual dysmorphia or whatever the fuck is wrong with me for one week only.