I didn’t show any significant signs or at least signs of distress from not being a woman pre-puberty or during puberty, only the desire and most of that was from AGP. The distress only started when I was 21 so I am appropriating the experiences of trutrans people like you.
Are you serious? Get off the 4tran. We’re using agp and hsts ironically. Even if it was otherwise, then original theory still presented agp as trutrans, and cis women were proved to be mostly agp in later research anyway.
Sorry, sister, I mean no offense, but your mind seems to be too vulnerable for this place.
Tbh getting off of 4tran would not help because most of these ideas I came up with myself at 12 years old. I considered myself AGP before I even knew there was a term for my fetish.
I don’t really care for the original theory, in my eyes AGP is faketrans and developing so called dysphoria (which is fake) from it is very shameful and should probably be cured through any means other than transitioning. Sure there were non-fetishistic desires there before but they didn’t cause any distress so it’s not real dysphoria and therefore I am just a trender.
I deserve to never be happy with myself or my transition because I am a disgusting transvestic fetishist. I hate myself.
You have dysphoria, therefore you cannot be transvestite. It doesn’t matter where your dysphoria came from, it’s there and it’s part of you.
I dare you to go to your most renowned local troonologist, let them inspect you, tell them about everything from dysphoria, to agp, and let them judge. You have nothing to lose, but you will finally know for sure.
And keep taking E until then.
They would just call me faketrans and tell me to detransition. I legit almost went to Kenneth Zucker so he could tell me to detransition or perform conversion therapy on me
This sounds retarded, you know that? I’m starting to feel like you’re ragebaiting.
Please, just start taking care of yourself.
Actual sexologist who specialises in transitioning trannies and separating them from fetishists. Mine told me I’m obviously transsexual after 40 minutes of talking when I tried to convince him I’m faketrans.
I had this phase too, it is what needs to be cured, not “rogd” or some other made up bullshit.
I wish I could go and find a sexologist or psychologist that’s honest, I feel like most of them will affirm anyone’s identity no matter what and that’s why I don’t want to go to one. I need honesty. I’d go to my old psychologist that I saw over 10 years ago at this point but she’s like pro cass report to my knowledge and I feel like everything I knew about my past was fake and that my brain is making shit up. She also doesn’t specialize in trans stuff.
I also feel like I’ve not suffered enough to be a troon, I lived a mostly ok life with some downturns but nothing significant. Based on that alone I don’t think im a troon and something else is terribly wrong with me.
You clearly do suffer now and you admitted to coming up with “it’s just fetish” cope when you were 12, so it was with you for years. Also, on top of that you willingly keep taking estrogen, you know that cis men feel dysphoric from having high estrogen and low testosterone? I was the same as you until my retardation was treated by talking about it with psychologist, and now the thought of someone being in the same spot and in such boneheaded denial lowkey pisses me off.
I didn’t show any significant signs or at least signs of distress from not being a woman pre-puberty or during puberty, only the desire and most of that was from AGP. The distress only started when I was 21 so I am appropriating the experiences of trutrans people like you.
Are you serious? Get off the 4tran. We’re using agp and hsts ironically. Even if it was otherwise, then original theory still presented agp as trutrans, and cis women were proved to be mostly agp in later research anyway.
Sorry, sister, I mean no offense, but your mind seems to be too vulnerable for this place.
Tbh getting off of 4tran would not help because most of these ideas I came up with myself at 12 years old. I considered myself AGP before I even knew there was a term for my fetish.
I don’t really care for the original theory, in my eyes AGP is faketrans and developing so called dysphoria (which is fake) from it is very shameful and should probably be cured through any means other than transitioning. Sure there were non-fetishistic desires there before but they didn’t cause any distress so it’s not real dysphoria and therefore I am just a trender.
I deserve to never be happy with myself or my transition because I am a disgusting transvestic fetishist. I hate myself.
You have dysphoria, therefore you cannot be transvestite. It doesn’t matter where your dysphoria came from, it’s there and it’s part of you.
I dare you to go to your most renowned local troonologist, let them inspect you, tell them about everything from dysphoria, to agp, and let them judge. You have nothing to lose, but you will finally know for sure. And keep taking E until then.
They would just call me faketrans and tell me to detransition. I legit almost went to Kenneth Zucker so he could tell me to detransition or perform conversion therapy on me
This sounds retarded, you know that? I’m starting to feel like you’re ragebaiting. Please, just start taking care of yourself.
Actual sexologist who specialises in transitioning trannies and separating them from fetishists. Mine told me I’m obviously transsexual after 40 minutes of talking when I tried to convince him I’m faketrans. I had this phase too, it is what needs to be cured, not “rogd” or some other made up bullshit.
I wish I could go and find a sexologist or psychologist that’s honest, I feel like most of them will affirm anyone’s identity no matter what and that’s why I don’t want to go to one. I need honesty. I’d go to my old psychologist that I saw over 10 years ago at this point but she’s like pro cass report to my knowledge and I feel like everything I knew about my past was fake and that my brain is making shit up. She also doesn’t specialize in trans stuff.
I also feel like I’ve not suffered enough to be a troon, I lived a mostly ok life with some downturns but nothing significant. Based on that alone I don’t think im a troon and something else is terribly wrong with me.
You clearly do suffer now and you admitted to coming up with “it’s just fetish” cope when you were 12, so it was with you for years. Also, on top of that you willingly keep taking estrogen, you know that cis men feel dysphoric from having high estrogen and low testosterone? I was the same as you until my retardation was treated by talking about it with psychologist, and now the thought of someone being in the same spot and in such boneheaded denial lowkey pisses me off.
I’ll try to see a psych and see if they can help but idk what kind of psych to go to