I feel like tenderqueer trender transmaxxer

  • Zmeya04OP
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    1 month ago

    They would just call me faketrans and tell me to detransition. I legit almost went to Kenneth Zucker so he could tell me to detransition or perform conversion therapy on me

    • Tamara
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      1 month ago

      This sounds retarded, you know that? I’m starting to feel like you’re ragebaiting. Please, just start taking care of yourself.

      Actual sexologist who specialises in transitioning trannies and separating them from fetishists. Mine told me I’m obviously transsexual after 40 minutes of talking when I tried to convince him I’m faketrans. I had this phase too, it is what needs to be cured, not “rogd” or some other made up bullshit.

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        1 month ago

        I wish I could go and find a sexologist or psychologist that’s honest, I feel like most of them will affirm anyone’s identity no matter what and that’s why I don’t want to go to one. I need honesty. I’d go to my old psychologist that I saw over 10 years ago at this point but she’s like pro cass report to my knowledge and I feel like everything I knew about my past was fake and that my brain is making shit up. She also doesn’t specialize in trans stuff.

        I also feel like I’ve not suffered enough to be a troon, I lived a mostly ok life with some downturns but nothing significant. Based on that alone I don’t think im a troon and something else is terribly wrong with me.

        • Tamara
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          1 month ago

          You clearly do suffer now and you admitted to coming up with “it’s just fetish” cope when you were 12, so it was with you for years. Also, on top of that you willingly keep taking estrogen, you know that cis men feel dysphoric from having high estrogen and low testosterone? I was the same as you until my retardation was treated by talking about it with psychologist, and now the thought of someone being in the same spot and in such boneheaded denial lowkey pisses me off.

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            1 month ago

            I’ll try to see a psych and see if they can help but idk what kind of psych to go to

            • Tamara
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              1 month ago

              It has to be someone who is both psych and sexologist and has experience with dysphorics