I wish I could go and find a sexologist or psychologist that’s honest, I feel like most of them will affirm anyone’s identity no matter what and that’s why I don’t want to go to one. I need honesty. I’d go to my old psychologist that I saw over 10 years ago at this point but she’s like pro cass report to my knowledge and I feel like everything I knew about my past was fake and that my brain is making shit up. She also doesn’t specialize in trans stuff.
I also feel like I’ve not suffered enough to be a troon, I lived a mostly ok life with some downturns but nothing significant. Based on that alone I don’t think im a troon and something else is terribly wrong with me.
You clearly do suffer now and you admitted to coming up with “it’s just fetish” cope when you were 12, so it was with you for years. Also, on top of that you willingly keep taking estrogen, you know that cis men feel dysphoric from having high estrogen and low testosterone? I was the same as you until my retardation was treated by talking about it with psychologist, and now the thought of someone being in the same spot and in such boneheaded denial lowkey pisses me off.
I wish I could go and find a sexologist or psychologist that’s honest, I feel like most of them will affirm anyone’s identity no matter what and that’s why I don’t want to go to one. I need honesty. I’d go to my old psychologist that I saw over 10 years ago at this point but she’s like pro cass report to my knowledge and I feel like everything I knew about my past was fake and that my brain is making shit up. She also doesn’t specialize in trans stuff.
I also feel like I’ve not suffered enough to be a troon, I lived a mostly ok life with some downturns but nothing significant. Based on that alone I don’t think im a troon and something else is terribly wrong with me.
You clearly do suffer now and you admitted to coming up with “it’s just fetish” cope when you were 12, so it was with you for years. Also, on top of that you willingly keep taking estrogen, you know that cis men feel dysphoric from having high estrogen and low testosterone? I was the same as you until my retardation was treated by talking about it with psychologist, and now the thought of someone being in the same spot and in such boneheaded denial lowkey pisses me off.
I’ll try to see a psych and see if they can help but idk what kind of psych to go to
It has to be someone who is both psych and sexologist and has experience with dysphorics
Ok ty