You clearly do suffer now and you admitted to coming up with “it’s just fetish” cope when you were 12, so it was with you for years. Also, on top of that you willingly keep taking estrogen, you know that cis men feel dysphoric from having high estrogen and low testosterone? I was the same as you until my retardation was treated by talking about it with psychologist, and now the thought of someone being in the same spot and in such boneheaded denial lowkey pisses me off.
You clearly do suffer now and you admitted to coming up with “it’s just fetish” cope when you were 12, so it was with you for years. Also, on top of that you willingly keep taking estrogen, you know that cis men feel dysphoric from having high estrogen and low testosterone? I was the same as you until my retardation was treated by talking about it with psychologist, and now the thought of someone being in the same spot and in such boneheaded denial lowkey pisses me off.
I’ll try to see a psych and see if they can help but idk what kind of psych to go to
It has to be someone who is both psych and sexologist and has experience with dysphorics
Ok ty