I just went on /lgbt/ and what if I am just insane… that place seems more honest about it… about ugliness, messed up sexuality, feeling sick, being an incels trying to cope, feeling like freaks… its a place where the idea that being trans is actually something real isn’t accepted compared with here…

And it makes me ask myself… what if they are right?

What if I’m just a male incel with delusions, a messed up sexuality, social retardation, too much internet access to early, trauma and mental illness…

Am I actually trans, is being trans even a thing? Besides passoids, transness is just ugly, always… at least thats what people say…

Lookism is also important, maybe the most important thing… if you are not pretty… you don’t deserve love

Right?

    • noneday
      2·
      11 hours ago

      don’t be mean i don’t think it will help her :(

      • puppyoomf
        2·
        11 hours ago

        im fed up with her saying this shit. its obnoxious

        • noneday
          2·
          11 hours ago

          you are within your right as well. i don’t feel like it’s good to call her obnoxious idk if i was called that it would make me feel absolutely awful and i don’t think that’s gonna reduce the behavior you’re fed up with… that’s all

          • puppyoomf
            2·
            11 hours ago

            im saying it BECAUSE if i was called that i would feel absolutely awful too. it would make me think about what i was saying and how it made other people feel

            • noneday
              2·
              11 hours ago

              sorry, i don’t mean to be a pansy faggot

              • puppyoomf
                2·
                11 hours ago

                its chill like i understand your rationale its just important to me that she hears it from someone

            • DysphoriaGirlOP
              1·
              11 hours ago

              I’m sorry… i didn’t think about the consequences of my actions

          • noneday
            1·
            11 hours ago

            it might be good for both of u for u to block her honestly

      • DysphoriaGirlOP
        1·
        11 hours ago

        No, she has every right to be mean… I’m not a good person and I know that

        • noneday
          4·
          11 hours ago

          she is fed up because she doesn’t want you to keep hurting and keep staying off hrt. not because you’re a bad person. just because you’re venting how you feel, your ““internalized transphobia”” doesn’t make you a bad person but only makes those particular views things that should change. You SHOULD be allowed to vent these anyways and if you want to get less reaction in the future you can try spoilering it.

    • DysphoriaGirlOP
      1·
      11 hours ago

      I’m sorry… I wish I could make you proud instead of angry with me… I wish I wasn’t hateable… I wish you didn’t need to be angry with me… I am so sorry

      • puppyoomf
        1·
        11 hours ago

        then stop fucking saying im evil and sick and perverted you piece of shit you dont know me

          • puppyoomf
            2·
            11 hours ago

            how ugly we are, how sexually sick we are, how we are just male incels trying to cope, how we are freaks…

            stop saying “we”. dont bring me into that shit.

            • DysphoriaGirlOP
              1·
              11 hours ago

              I’m sorry… my wording was bad… please don’t be angry with me… I’m really sorry