I just went on /lgbt/ and what if I am just insane… that place seems more honest about it… about ugliness, messed up sexuality, feeling sick, being an incels trying to cope, feeling like freaks… its a place where the idea that being trans is actually something real isn’t accepted compared with here…

And it makes me ask myself… what if they are right?

What if I’m just a male incel with delusions, a messed up sexuality, social retardation, too much internet access to early, trauma and mental illness…

Am I actually trans, is being trans even a thing? Besides passoids, transness is just ugly, always… at least thats what people say…

Lookism is also important, maybe the most important thing… if you are not pretty… you don’t deserve love

Right?

  • noneday
    2·
    11 hours ago

    don’t be mean i don’t think it will help her :(

    • puppyoomf
      2·
      11 hours ago

      im fed up with her saying this shit. its obnoxious

      • noneday
        2·
        11 hours ago

        you are within your right as well. i don’t feel like it’s good to call her obnoxious idk if i was called that it would make me feel absolutely awful and i don’t think that’s gonna reduce the behavior you’re fed up with… that’s all

        • puppyoomf
          2·
          11 hours ago

          im saying it BECAUSE if i was called that i would feel absolutely awful too. it would make me think about what i was saying and how it made other people feel

          • noneday
            2·
            11 hours ago

            sorry, i don’t mean to be a pansy faggot

            • puppyoomf
              2·
              11 hours ago

              its chill like i understand your rationale its just important to me that she hears it from someone

          • DysphoriaGirlOP
            1·
            11 hours ago

            I’m sorry… i didn’t think about the consequences of my actions

        • noneday
          1·
          11 hours ago

          it might be good for both of u for u to block her honestly

    • DysphoriaGirlOP
      1·
      11 hours ago

      No, she has every right to be mean… I’m not a good person and I know that

      • noneday
        4·
        11 hours ago

        she is fed up because she doesn’t want you to keep hurting and keep staying off hrt. not because you’re a bad person. just because you’re venting how you feel, your ““internalized transphobia”” doesn’t make you a bad person but only makes those particular views things that should change. You SHOULD be allowed to vent these anyways and if you want to get less reaction in the future you can try spoilering it.