I personally see no difference because all sex is bad and impure and both are pervy AGP freaks

Checkmate

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    If the person is sexy = hornygen

    If it’s just creepy = Rapehon

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      Yeah…and most of us are ugly troons… so we’re all rapehons then… ugh… I knew it…fmstl… fuck

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        It’s more about communication, choice of words,. attitude… I doubt any of you here are uglier than the 49-year-old guy I slept with last week.

        It’s about mojo, girl, spice, and knowing how to get things done.

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          Am I ugly in my choice of words and attitude and communication… I feel really ugly… God, I hate sexuality so much… I’m sorry… I’m so bothersome… I’m so stinky and filthy and bad and ugly… I’m a dumbass and I hate these desires…

          I don’t even know what it’s actually like to want something… I’ve grown so accustomed to sexuality just being this awful thing you do to get away from yourself or to satisfy some disgusting thirst but it is never actually quenched.

          Ugh… I’m sorry… I am ugly.

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            I already told you not to be so hard on yourself. Not having sexuality, not having desire, is super normal. My best friend is like that too.

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              The issue is that I have them… And that they are so deformed and no matter what I do with them… I feel bad.

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                So it seems more like religious guilt… I have it too, but I keep defying it; I don’t want to be controlled by it again.

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                  Yeah… partly… but it also just… feels like nothing… I kinda… I’m not there when it happens… like my mind turns off… it’s not dissociation but it’s just like a not-me state… and I also just… I’ve had a very bad development so I’m really abused down there and idk… it’s all just so messed up.

                  Ugh, why would anybody even keep talking to me after me disclosing that.

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    People here really need to learn to be normal

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      Yeah… sadly I’m also impure and bad but at least I’m aware of the sins of my flesh… we’re doomed… nobody here will ever be normal

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        I think liking sexual things to a normal extent is normal actually and a repressed sexuality isn’t

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          Well… normal extent… having a sexually self abused body and compulsive sexuality (Me) maybe be a little beyond the pale of normal… since puberty started… it’s just been one big evil

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            Well it obv gets more complicated with trauma and stuff, I just think a lot of regular people are overly puritan and weird about it, when most should just treat it like a normal thing idk

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              Yeah but isn’t that also kinda good… like it feels more wholesome to be puritan… idk… am I crazy… like I don’t like an attitude like…

              “hehe I feel so horny… I’ll do everything to get my fix… yes yes… fuckery… give me a body… more… more… I’m hungry… muhhaha devour… eat… no controll… animal drive… hahaha… extreme… fuck everything… I am just this… yes. Sex!!!”

              But instead imagine…

              “Wanna cuddle… hmm… this is nice… kiss on the forehead… this is warm… hmm… I love you… do you want a little touch… that feels nice… oh… look… we’re together… haha… like Legos… let’s hug some more… that feels warm and nice… I am safe… no bad big movements or eww fucking… just… laying together… hmm… smile”

              You know what I mean… ugh, I’m so dumb and immature and childish… and all my desires aren’t puritan but so so bad.

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                I find puritanism weird tbh, it’s the kind of stuff that produces those gross repressed sex pest republicans that keep getting exposed. Like it’s fine to prefer stuff like cuddles over sex or to not be interested in sex at all, but don’t impose that on others or force yourself to be that way when you do have sexual desires. You’re not on hrt yet right? Then ig i get it more since a male sex drive is probably forced on you against your will, hrt would help a lottttttt with that

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                  Yeah makes sense but like idk sex is scary… my idea of it is also probably so messed by me growing up with porn and developing a sexual compulsive disorder

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          Women should be pure… I am impure… so i don’t deserve to be a woman… makes sense I think… sooo, how can I end it?

          Idk… should I just castrate myself and bleed out… same thought as I had at 14y of age… why was I always a monster…

          Yeah… sexuality is always evil.

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                  Have you ever seen a religous moid with a sexual compulsive disorder… addiction to sexual material etc… they do call themselves evil… even secular dudes do it… look at nofap communities.

                  Fuck my malebrained self