Im at male T and E levels now after having been in female ranges for over 2 years. Patches stopped working for some reason. The only thing that happened was that i noticed i started smelling bad. It makes me feel so horrible and fake when someone talks about how just being on the wrong hormones makes them feel dysphoria when i only care about the idea of it. The only mental change is that im attention whoring my friends less, probably because im less emotional. I tell myself that i T is poison and I need to get my E back up, and I know I will, but I also know I don’t actually care about it. I’d be perfectly happy as a man if I didn’t keep up this delusion. I have almost no dysphoria but I fix that by generating a bunch of bad feelings by obsessing over my invalidity.
i don’t care i just [describes caring]
i’m not dysphoric i just [describes being dysphoric]
i would be happy as a man but [describes being unhappy as a man]
oh you people
I love being a man honestly I can feel that way whenever I want. I can look at my moided out body and be like this shit is sick i love being big and strong. I just choose not to do that because I want attention.
Such is the fate of the brainwormed
that sounds like dysphoria nona
do you want help getting a form of hrt that works better?
Patches never worked for me… Had to switch to sublingual pills to get good levels. Injections are supposed to be even better.
Iirc skin pH affects how well e absorbs, try injections.
Don’t trust me on the pH factoid, but switch to injections regardless
