9 weeks. I feel like 21 is just too late for me. I’m never passing, not even close. I don’t want to be outwardly trans. I don’t want to be hatecrimed. I don’t want to be a crude imitation of a woman. I already repressed for 20 years (assuming I’m not just faketrans), maybe I can repress for more
but when i think about getting of e… the increased libido, rapestick function, coarser skin, balding… I just can’t do it, no way
most aspects of my body aren’t going to change. Plus years of repping has sort of fried my brain. I don’t think I can ever see myself as a woman. I’m pretty malebrained too. I don’t know how I’m supposed to rewire my social habits (well ig I have none because I’ve been alone for so long) to interact with women and be viewed as one. Idk it all feels hopeless.
ok, that’s reassuring I guess, I still just don’t know what actionable steps I can take. idk how to make friends. my social skills have completely deteriorated. I feel like a shell of a human with no personality
It all starts with simpler, more neutral thoughts about yourself. there are plenty of manners training courses and types for re-socialization courses (especially effective for traumatized and depressed individuals, I hear!) which all kinda snowballs into being healthier.
9 weeks. I feel like 21 is just too late for me. I’m never passing, not even close. I don’t want to be outwardly trans. I don’t want to be hatecrimed. I don’t want to be a crude imitation of a woman. I already repressed for 20 years (assuming I’m not just faketrans), maybe I can repress for more
but when i think about getting of e… the increased libido, rapestick function, coarser skin, balding… I just can’t do it, no way
It‘s never too late to stop testosterone poisoning ^^ I started at 24 and still got a ton of changes
ok… this makes me more hopeful
very much isn’t too late.
most aspects of my body aren’t going to change. Plus years of repping has sort of fried my brain. I don’t think I can ever see myself as a woman. I’m pretty malebrained too. I don’t know how I’m supposed to rewire my social habits (well ig I have none because I’ve been alone for so long) to interact with women and be viewed as one. Idk it all feels hopeless.
at least hrt rep :/
your brain is the most malleable part of your body. all of these things can very much change
ok, that’s reassuring I guess, I still just don’t know what actionable steps I can take. idk how to make friends. my social skills have completely deteriorated. I feel like a shell of a human with no personality
It all starts with simpler, more neutral thoughts about yourself. there are plenty of manners training courses and types for re-socialization courses (especially effective for traumatized and depressed individuals, I hear!) which all kinda snowballs into being healthier.