i can go back to living as a regular man, I can do it, I just have to forget all this happened, no more troon thoughts

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      most aspects of my body aren’t going to change. Plus years of repping has sort of fried my brain. I don’t think I can ever see myself as a woman. I’m pretty malebrained too. I don’t know how I’m supposed to rewire my social habits (well ig I have none because I’ve been alone for so long) to interact with women and be viewed as one. Idk it all feels hopeless.

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        your brain is the most malleable part of your body. all of these things can very much change

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          ok, that’s reassuring I guess, I still just don’t know what actionable steps I can take. idk how to make friends. my social skills have completely deteriorated. I feel like a shell of a human with no personality

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            It all starts with simpler, more neutral thoughts about yourself. there are plenty of manners training courses and types for re-socialization courses (especially effective for traumatized and depressed individuals, I hear!) which all kinda snowballs into being healthier.