yeah but you gotta let me poison your girlfriend’s son and manipulate you a bunch

snuy omoi

thank you

i think in the past few days reddit is enacting a new wave of AI-powered censorship where the AI just looks for certain words and bans anyone who uses them. my account got permabanned literally 5 seconds after i used the word tranny in a comment so no way it was a human. though i bet there is selective enforcement targeting us because we probably look bad to potential advertisers and that’s all reddit owners care about. just furthering their censorship and control of language. soon it will be like tiktok where you have to self-censor so much you have to say “unalived” and “graped” because we can’t have anyone talking about any serious that could be advertiser-unfriendly, everything has to be happy and inoffensive all the time yaaaaay i love social media companies

fuck im gonna cry i literally looked up to my teachers so much and i just wanted to follow in their footsteps and be like them and help spread knowledge and i felt that way since i was like 7 and i always saw future me as a science teacher how did i purge this memory from my mind how did i forget until now how much i always wanted that as a kid im crying i just wanted to be there for the next generation and help like they helped me but it was never meant to be

yeah dont tell anyone but i actually had the same problem and the only solution i found was to slowly stab the AMAB to death with a needle and take over their body

understandable. i hope you can increase your self-esteem as time goes on and you get further into transition. i’m glad you made the right choice :)

glad i left that shithole site lol after they banned me for using the word tranny i didnt think it could get any worse

dont rep you’ll regret it, you will hate yourself so much for every day you spent like that masculinizing from testosterone. and you say “what do i know about femininity?” but it comes more naturally than you think like i was pretty fucking malebrained and didnt know sht about being a woman but it literally just happens… also you don’t have to lose the ability to experience malebrained games/culture. for a time i forced myself to be overly fembrained and have only fembrained interests cause i was v insecure about my femininity, but i eventually embraced the fact that i actually have some malebrained interests and can act like a dude sometimes and thats ok. it’s not like cis tomboys dont exist and it doesnt make you any less of a woman

i literally got diagnosed with bpd and still feel like im faking it so yah and even when i show v obvious symptoms and destroy my life and others around me i still feel its fake and im just cringe

idk i dont think i got bullied that bad the main thing was people pretending to be my friend and keeping me around just to use me as a punching bag and cuz i kept giving them gifts… while the whole time my dumbass thought we were actual friends… but like in terms of actual bullying, i dunno. i guess i would get singled out and picked on rarely but it was more microaggressions? (idk if thats the right term) like just basically harassing me when i wanted to be left alone. i only got actually beat up a few times but if im being honest one of those times kinda turned me on from getting punched in the stomach alot :v

I don’t fear death, I welcome it with open arms when my time is up, cause death is just as important as life and an integral part of the universe. What I fear is having not lived, because just as life needs death, so does death need life.