Does anybody else share this trauma with AMAB bodied individuals??? When I was very young and far stupider (around 10 ~ 11) I experienced a life-altering event with an AMAB bodied individual. This event has left permanent scars on my body and mind, in which it deformed my body to a monstrous height, greatly expanded my ribcage, and added permanent alterations to my skull. Thick, coarse hairs grew out of me like spikes. My voice was ruined, deepening to that of some kind of monster or lifelong smoker. These physical changes caused by the AMAB and the trauma that comes with them caused me great pain, leading me to develop anxiety, depression, and choose to self-isolate. All of this was caused by an extended and involuntary event with an AMAB bodied individual. I still have traumatic responses when thinking about the abuse suffered to me.

To combat these trauma responses, I plan on removing a prominent AMAB bodied individual from my life. More specifically, my room. The one who sleeps in my bed. I plan to cut them off emotionally and physically. However, the primary issue is that it, the AMAB bodied individual, never gets off of the computer. I don’t know how ill remove it… I’m thinking I may need to resort to violence to properly remove it from my life… physical harm may be the only way to convince it to leave, and I am willing to do what I must to remove it… like harm…

This is why I don’t like these AMABs. An AMAB permanently ruined my body an by extension life, and an AMAB sits in my room on its computer all fucking day and won’t leave. I should have just gotten rid of it when I had the chance, or removed it before the event… Anyone else have this experience??