Autistic dood
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Even that feels far too much for me.
Jesus that awful. I’ve learned that you need to create a backlog of adderall for situations like these. A few weeks if possible. It’s fucked how pharamcys treat the meds we need to function
Tbf I just sorta slammed my arm against the wall and not just full fist punch the wall.
JohnDoodOPto
4tran4•Does anyone else sorta disassociate with how their room looks like?
3·2 months agoMy room is also a mess. Can’t see my ground most of the time
JohnDoodto
4tran4•kinda crazy that i graduate soon and im pretty sure no one on campus actually knows my name lol
3·2 months agoActually me. Pissed away my young adult years being depressed
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4tran4•Anyone else lowkey worry about getting a glow up and becoming a terrible person cause of it
1·2 months agoIdk, I’ve never been flirted with once and worry how’d I react if someone comes up to me acting interested. Maybe I don’t have malicious in my heart, but I fear doing shit that would hurt my partner. Even something small like not immediately letting the person know I’m taken.
But what if I want to feel gross and sweaty?
I assume a lot rep more since it’s more likely for females to be groomed into being dependent on others. That or they believe them wanting to be a man has to be because Le heckin patriarchy makes it awful to be a foid
Depends, but i found that some het males actually participate in specific forms of fan fics. You won’t find them on AO3, but you will find them flocking on other sites. They would also never admit that its fan fic either.
I was thinking the exact same thing this morning
Same. I’m 90% sure I’ve acquired some form of brain damage since then
I’ll try to see, but timing it might not be possible since my shit can sometimes not show up for months. But if it does align, I’ll keep that in mind
I pray when I get on T it’ll kill it but I know for a good several months I’ll be in fear of it showing up out of nowhere since my shit is already extremely irregular
When I was in my teens I would fantasize about killing myself in front of or in a way my mom would discover it first and wanted to write a note that would put all the blame on her (I’m normal i swear)
Same. I’m actually pretty good at keeping myself showered and not smelling like shit. It’s just brushing I have massive issues with
I have it only last a few weeks before my brain moves onto something else
Close, adderall
Believe me, I tried everything. I’ve been awful about brushing my teeth since I was a child.
Haven’t brushed in awhile. Didn’t think it was that long ago but clearly it was
You’re good. If it wasn’t for the fact that my entire family knows that I have 0 friends then it might’ve worked. I appreciate your help