Womp womp I graduated with a degree that will result in 0 jobs very cool. I admitted to my uncle that I wasn’t gonna walk but he got serious and really wanted me to walk and have a celebration because graduating is apparently important with the family.
Tbh, a big reason why I didn’t walk was because I really hate myself (shocker) and the thought of showing my foid repper face around makes me wanna rope. If I’m gonna be alive in 10 years, I don’t wanna look at photos of me repping. I’m already haunted by my high school graduation photo. I also don’t wanna pretend everything is amazing and swell when I chronically think about blowing my brains out and I know that I will never be able to get a job and I’m essentially fucked.
What’s a way to convince them I don’t want any celebration without making it obvious I’m very mentally ill or outing myself?
try to find a compromise, like idk organize a small dinner with only the closest family members and buy them cake or something
Even that feels far too much for me.
tell them you’ll be celebrating with your friends then s orry I don’t really have any other ideas
You’re good. If it wasn’t for the fact that my entire family knows that I have 0 friends then it might’ve worked. I appreciate your help
