Womp womp I graduated with a degree that will result in 0 jobs very cool. I admitted to my uncle that I wasn’t gonna walk but he got serious and really wanted me to walk and have a celebration because graduating is apparently important with the family.
Tbh, a big reason why I didn’t walk was because I really hate myself (shocker) and the thought of showing my foid repper face around makes me wanna rope. If I’m gonna be alive in 10 years, I don’t wanna look at photos of me repping. I’m already haunted by my high school graduation photo. I also don’t wanna pretend everything is amazing and swell when I chronically think about blowing my brains out and I know that I will never be able to get a job and I’m essentially fucked.
What’s a way to convince them I don’t want any celebration without making it obvious I’m very mentally ill or outing myself?
tell them you’ll be celebrating with your friends then s orry I don’t really have any other ideas
You’re good. If it wasn’t for the fact that my entire family knows that I have 0 friends then it might’ve worked. I appreciate your help