If It was possible, I would want to have as little as sex characteristics as possible (Except the gonads), so I identify with Neutrois, which is basically the gender identity that (for practical purposes) corresponds to the nullsex sex. For practical purposes, I just want an estrogenized body without breasts, even if it’s not really the same thing as nullsex, it’s somewhat achievable with surgery and Estradiol. Doctors won’t let me though because they see non-binary as a cosmetic thing rather than anatomical thing.

I honestly go back-and-forth on gender stuff so often that these questions can be kinda distressing to think on too hard lol. Somedays I heavily resonate with being duosex, although it’s pretty much always with a lean towards female. Sometimes being a nullified flatchested forevertwink with FFS feels like the only way I’d be comfortable. Sometimes I just want to be a normal woman. Sometimes I feel like a man who wants to trick others into thinking I’m a woman. Socially-speaking I almost always feel panicky at the thought that people don’t believe I’m female, tho sometimes it’s not for identity reasons and just for survival reasons…

…Regardless, I still find the idea of being too sexually dymorphic either which way quite disturbing, for I want something androgynous enough that I never get too uncomfortable no matter how I’m feeling, even tho I regard being giga-foided as a lesser evil than being giga-moided, y’know?

I have read in the medical literature that Alternating Gender Incongruity is heavily correlated with bipolar, and I do have that, so… I’d probably be called genderfluid in sneed terms, AGI in TruNB terms, a delusional trans woman by most 4tranners, and a delusional trans-identified male by most-all humans on planet earth.

I’m actually still confused on the matter, all I know is that absolutely i loathe pretty much every masculine feature of mine, except for height.

total negative androgyny would be nice to achieve, but i would also be okay with having some dimorphic features on my face; I just don’t want to look like a man

I wanna be a girl, but I dont think i can pull it off. but most importantly I mostly a bottom. If I could pull being a “man” and not being dominant id settle

I genuinely have no idea and I don’t really care what people call me, I just have a goal in mind of what I want for my body and I’m moving towards that

I don’t even know if I’m actually NB or just nbcoping tbh, but since my experiences really don’t align with any of the trans women I talk to I consider myself nb

What does that really mean to you? I’m curious. I’ve never really thought about it. Agender and nullsex, I mean.