harpy
nb twinkhon, 19, 2 months hrt
I like biology and weird cute indie games
english/русский
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I genuinely have no idea and I don’t really care what people call me, I just have a goal in mind of what I want for my body and I’m moving towards that
I don’t even know if I’m actually NB or just nbcoping tbh, but since my experiences really don’t align with any of the trans women I talk to I consider myself nb
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enby•Do you think being enby is mostly an alternative body-dysphoria-profile kinda thing? How much do you factor in NB-specific social dysphoria? And other concerns about social dysphoria stuff.
4·17 days agoI had to settle for being NB on the internet and womancoping irl. My transition goal would probably let me womanmode without much trouble while staying “NB enough” for myself to avoid reverse dysphoria, e g nullectomy and mastectomy would let me feel better about my body while still letting me seem like a normal woman.
You said you transitioned to run away from being a man instead of to become a woman/something, I relate to that a lot actually. I hate being a man more than I want to reach any kind of goal. Being a cis woman would still make me dysphoric but less so than being a gross moid.
really, I don’t think existing in society as NB is possible - like Nazar said, humans are just too keen on gendering each other and you’ll never get subconsciously gendered as some third thing, so we have to settle for either being fags or “women with pronouns”, unfortunately, there’s no true happiness for us.
I guess we’re just broken :(

cant wait for nullo so i can just respond “neither” to this