listen to the voices in your head

fitttts glows from like a thousand miles

youre my inspiration

j’expire

the nature around us is wonderful and we are part of it

meown!!

i mean it’s as much magic than e is… so ymmv but i think the fact that we can pick and chose some of the things we get from hrt is kinda magical like woaw this molecule makes you not get boobs (60% chance) which is cool!! tho i only take serms because of my aap

serms really are magic

unwanted biological fms

i hate seeing men with big brow bones as they remind me i have one i hate seeing men with flat brow bones since it means testosterone puberty could have spared me if i was lucky enough but no it further masculinized my face and expanded my facial planes

fake, cismoids are actively trying to get deep set eyes which is basically prominent brow bone

i’m 22.5

waow yes i love multiple questions!!

-i think i’ll get dysphoria if i were to have breast growth, my torso is one of the few things i find euphoric gender-wise on my body and i dont want to lose that (dont know if thats genuine or if i have aap)

-if i do normal dosage it’ll trigger breast growth (ralox isn’t that good at stopping it)

-most e effects are indirect and actually come from t being low enough (eg mostly all effects except breast growth ofc, and fat redistrib which is partially due to it - you need both sufficient e and low t for maximal gynoid fat profile), we can assume at worst that feminization won’t be comparable to normal feminizing hrt but not far off (ralox is proven to shift fat pattern to a more gynoid one tho there’s no way to know if its effect is actually on par with estradiols)

-supposedly sexual function is supposed to be a bit worse than with standard feminizing hrt, since estradiol is meant to mitigate effects from the decrease in t. though some people still somewhat preserve their sexual function. as soon as the gnhra lowered my t i stopped having nightly erections, but as for now i can still get provoked ones as easily as before. this is not a problem for me if it stopped tho, as i am asexual (even tho ribbon rabbit insists i’m hsts i can promise this isn’t the case)

-not really since twink isn’t what i’m going for and i also already went through twink death (ex-bear). while i have fears of changes altogether and time passing in the sense that people around me will die or fade away from me i actually can’t wait to age and have wrinkles and gray hair

-my endgoal is to stop having dysphoria ig. i have good hopes that the hrt regimen i’m taking will allow me to reach that goal, along with ffs. this is mostly a personal thing i do for me, if i were on an isolated island i would do it too. i think maybe being viewed as androgynous/confusing gender-wise would be pretty sick but thats not the thing that i started this journey for tho at the end of the day i’m happy to be perceived as neither a man nor a woman

tbh thats like the ultimate trutrans proof has youve got no way to manipulate your dreams if u dont luciddream. paprikamaxxing

this is like one of the biggest kind of recurrent dreams in cismen. ygmi

thats like so cool. little magic stuff happening inside our bodies

ive heard bazedoxifene already has some weird serd-like properties which might explain part of what makes it superior to ralox in terms of stopping breastgrowth (outside of the superior bioavailability ofc) tho i haven’t read the indepth explainations of that

you explain science things really well i think youd make a good teacher or whatevs

yes ive got blood tests, my e levels at trough are a little bit lower than what i used to have before hrt my t is low thx to chemical castration aaaand i don’t have menopausal symptoms as long as i dont forget to put my e patch back on when i remove the old one lmao

waow intresting. thats like so guineapigcore

i dont understand everything tho, like are serds permanently damaging the receptors theyre degrading? i guessed not since ers are like, proteins and i thought they respawned evry so often but im realiszing i might be wrong tho thats very cool that youre willing to try those groovy molecules in your body, its like youre gonna be part of science with a capital s

i think you should try 120mg if you can afford it technically it can work for stopping breast growth even if you have some, as long as you dont have too much e (even tho for some weird reason ralox even at high dose doesnt seem to work at all for a few unlucky people)

i dont think it would revert a lot of the breast growth u had beforhand as youve got cisfem t levels, maybe a little bit (ofc if you wanna try to maximally revert it u should get your t back up and continue ralox for as long as you see reversion but maybe thats not something u wanna do ig)

omg so funky!! i’ve seen a couple people on baze, ill try to hop on that when itll be available in my country (dont wanna go through the hassle of getting it from grey market since im basically getting ralox for free rn)

you know which 4th gen serm you wanna try?