im taking ralox + gnrha + e microdose since 3 months now (in order to get feminization without breast growth), ask me anything
you do you, i dont get it but tcd and medical freedom
thats the spirit desu
Finally there’s an enby community, I didn’t want to be the one to make one lol.
why u gay
faggot
i’m not hsts i’m not hsts i’m not hsts i’m not hsts i’m not hsts
We take the same treatment (fairly similar, I use more grey market stuff and a little replacement for fene. Similar enough compound.) How do you take E? I just use a gel, though I may be switching soon…
woawaow cool, do you mind telling which replacement you use? im using weekly patches, 0.5mg/day (im too mentally ill to be able to apply gel every day lmao)
Bazedoxifene
Though I’m considering working with a professor of mine. how I crave something fourth generation…
omg so funky!! i’ve seen a couple people on baze, ill try to hop on that when itll be available in my country (dont wanna go through the hassle of getting it from grey market since im basically getting ralox for free rn)
you know which 4th gen serm you wanna try?
Nothing right now is currently available in the vein of “fourth gen” drug besides specific cancer medications. which are WAAAAYYY TOO new. you’d be talking about SERDs now, not SERMs. Much more dangerous, in theory. we’re only testing it on late stage cancer patients. The problem with something like gerdestrant is that it’s too dangerous and expensive right now, and getting your hands on it is pretty hard. But imagine the reward… you could take crazy doses without worrying about leakage at all! Maximum results. I’ll beg for a sample to play with, though.
waow intresting. thats like so guineapigcore
i dont understand everything tho, like are serds permanently damaging the receptors theyre degrading? i guessed not since ers are like, proteins and i thought they respawned evry so often but im realiszing i might be wrong tho thats very cool that youre willing to try those groovy molecules in your body, its like youre gonna be part of science with a capital s
You’re kind of correct here! That’s the reason why you have to keep taking the SERDs and the SERMs both. Yes, receptors are like proteins. Your cells will constantly read your DNA and print more. Think of a standard SERM (like Raloxifene) as a handcuff. It grabs the receptor and holds it so it can’t move, but the receptor is still there. A SERD is more like… homing beacon for a paper shredder. It binds to the receptor, changes the "shape of the receptor so it looks “broken” to your body. The proteasome come down and looks for broken proteins to destroy, and destroys the “broken” receptor, shredding it all into a million pieces! From blocking a signal to erasing the receiver entirely. Imagine the results!
have you gotten any notable feminization effects so far?
yes!! all the things you’d expect from classic hrt basically (girlsmell, softer/more elastic skin, no more nocturnal erections, new baby hairs on my hairline, body/face hair growing more slowly) but no budding/no sensations in the breast area
that’s super awesome, hope it keeps going well :)
thanks!! i hope to see more effects later on (fat redistrib mostly), will update in a few months
I am it just isn’t doing anything
skill issue what dosage r u taking? (im not part of the cia or any governmental agency this is just out of curiosity)
60mg
its not working cause youre having breast growth or cause youre having no feminization? im taking 120mg ralox + 0.5mg/d patch (along with gnrha/chemical castration)
having breast growth maybe my dose is too low
i also dk if it works if youve already had a lot of growth prior to starting idfk
i think you should try 120mg if you can afford it technically it can work for stopping breast growth even if you have some, as long as you dont have too much e (even tho for some weird reason ralox even at high dose doesnt seem to work at all for a few unlucky people)
i dont think it would revert a lot of the breast growth u had beforhand as youve got cisfem t levels, maybe a little bit (ofc if you wanna try to maximally revert it u should get your t back up and continue ralox for as long as you see reversion but maybe thats not something u wanna do ig)
yeah i dont expect it to reverse, im just getting more and more is all
What feminizing effects are you hoping for? What’s your end goal/ideal? Genuinely curious
mostly fat redistrib, i’ve already gotten a glimpse of the skin/smell effects soooo
my endgoal is androgynous body ig, ive got an appointment with a surgeon for ffs (browbone shaving) in a few months. just trying to get rid of dysphoria i think
did you get blood tests? and is microdose with aa enough to not give you menopause?
yes ive got blood tests, my e levels at trough are a little bit lower than what i used to have before hrt my t is low thx to chemical castration aaaand i don’t have menopausal symptoms as long as i dont forget to put my e patch back on when i remove the old one lmao
- Why don’t you want breast growth?
- Why microdosing instead of normal dosage?
- Won’t the feminization be insufficient/weak?
- What is with down there (sexual function)?
- Are you afraid of Twinkdeath?
- What is your end goal with this?
waow yes i love multiple questions!!
-i think i’ll get dysphoria if i were to have breast growth, my torso is one of the few things i find euphoric gender-wise on my body and i dont want to lose that (dont know if thats genuine or if i have aap)
-if i do normal dosage it’ll trigger breast growth (ralox isn’t that good at stopping it)
-most e effects are indirect and actually come from t being low enough (eg mostly all effects except breast growth ofc, and fat redistrib which is partially due to it - you need both sufficient e and low t for maximal gynoid fat profile), we can assume at worst that feminization won’t be comparable to normal feminizing hrt but not far off (ralox is proven to shift fat pattern to a more gynoid one tho there’s no way to know if its effect is actually on par with estradiols)
-supposedly sexual function is supposed to be a bit worse than with standard feminizing hrt, since estradiol is meant to mitigate effects from the decrease in t. though some people still somewhat preserve their sexual function. as soon as the gnhra lowered my t i stopped having nightly erections, but as for now i can still get provoked ones as easily as before. this is not a problem for me if it stopped tho, as i am asexual (even tho ribbon rabbit insists i’m hsts i can promise this isn’t the case)
-not really since twink isn’t what i’m going for and i also already went through twink death (ex-bear). while i have fears of changes altogether and time passing in the sense that people around me will die or fade away from me i actually can’t wait to age and have wrinkles and gray hair
-my endgoal is to stop having dysphoria ig. i have good hopes that the hrt regimen i’m taking will allow me to reach that goal, along with ffs. this is mostly a personal thing i do for me, if i were on an isolated island i would do it too. i think maybe being viewed as androgynous/confusing gender-wise would be pretty sick but thats not the thing that i started this journey for tho at the end of the day i’m happy to be perceived as neither a man nor a woman
Okay. May I ask how old you are?
i’m 22.5
