im taking ralox + gnrha + e microdose since 3 months now (in order to get feminization without breast growth), ask me anything

  • DysphoriaGirl
    2·
    1 month ago
    • Why don’t you want breast growth?
    • Why microdosing instead of normal dosage?
    • Won’t the feminization be insufficient/weak?
    • What is with down there (sexual function)?
    • Are you afraid of Twinkdeath?
    • What is your end goal with this?
    • raloxhonOPM
      2·
      1 month ago

      waow yes i love multiple questions!!

      -i think i’ll get dysphoria if i were to have breast growth, my torso is one of the few things i find euphoric gender-wise on my body and i dont want to lose that (dont know if thats genuine or if i have aap)

      -if i do normal dosage it’ll trigger breast growth (ralox isn’t that good at stopping it)

      -most e effects are indirect and actually come from t being low enough (eg mostly all effects except breast growth ofc, and fat redistrib which is partially due to it - you need both sufficient e and low t for maximal gynoid fat profile), we can assume at worst that feminization won’t be comparable to normal feminizing hrt but not far off (ralox is proven to shift fat pattern to a more gynoid one tho there’s no way to know if its effect is actually on par with estradiols)

      -supposedly sexual function is supposed to be a bit worse than with standard feminizing hrt, since estradiol is meant to mitigate effects from the decrease in t. though some people still somewhat preserve their sexual function. as soon as the gnhra lowered my t i stopped having nightly erections, but as for now i can still get provoked ones as easily as before. this is not a problem for me if it stopped tho, as i am asexual (even tho ribbon rabbit insists i’m hsts i can promise this isn’t the case)

      -not really since twink isn’t what i’m going for and i also already went through twink death (ex-bear). while i have fears of changes altogether and time passing in the sense that people around me will die or fade away from me i actually can’t wait to age and have wrinkles and gray hair

      -my endgoal is to stop having dysphoria ig. i have good hopes that the hrt regimen i’m taking will allow me to reach that goal, along with ffs. this is mostly a personal thing i do for me, if i were on an isolated island i would do it too. i think maybe being viewed as androgynous/confusing gender-wise would be pretty sick but thats not the thing that i started this journey for tho at the end of the day i’m happy to be perceived as neither a man nor a woman