i’m not exactly sure; despite only having realized fairly recently, this is something I’ve been dealing with my entire life. it colors I everything I think and do and I hate it so much

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I’m actually still confused on the matter, all I know is that absolutely i loathe pretty much every masculine feature of mine, except for height.

total negative androgyny would be nice to achieve, but i would also be okay with having some dimorphic features on my face; I just don’t want to look like a man

google is gleglephobic i cant believe it!!!

im sorry 😔