Post op I haven’t gotten around to change my documents since the war began (because I’m depressed)

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    How did you deal with the religious side of things… did you ever try to pray it away or do conversion therapy or any such thing. Are you heterosexual or secretly also queer. How is your view of western troons and queers and life. How did your family take it. How safe is life for you. When did you know. When did you start HRT. And lastly are you happy?

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      I was super religious until 14 I did everything (fasting praying 3 times a day) and I was also born in a super religious family so it was really difficult for my parents so they took me to a lot of doctors and also a cleric and they all said the same thing that it was defect and that I should transition, I’m heterosexual but most of my friends are queer (transbians, gays,…) I’m safe but I should change my documents, I secretly started hrt several time before coming out so I don’t remember the exact time, no I’m not happy I’m stuck in a war torn country

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        😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

        God, I wish that was me… my story sadly was very painful and different… I am also in a very religious family (I’m arab muslim) and we live in the west but they are very conservative…

        I have a lot of trauma and abuse from my family and I first started to have these feelings when I was 14 years old but instead I became very zealous, like extremely and hated all trans people and queer people a lot… my father called me a faggot as a child

        I pushed it all away and tried to do conversion therapy for 2 years from 16-18y old and it hurt me a lot and made me very traumatized…

        My parents outed me as bisexual when I was 18y old and I had to flee from home. Then I learned that I was transsexual at 19y old and tried to also push it away again a lot and know I’m 20y old and still struggling…

        I’m afraid God hates me and I will go to hell…

        We are sunni…

        Do you have discord… I’d love to talk 🙏🫂

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          You still live in a good place you can make it, my life isn’t something most people would want to live

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            But at least your family accepts you… my family would never accept me… they will probably die if they ever find out… my father would probably kill me…

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                That is true and I am sorry… but it still makes me sad that they won’t support me… I hope your situation gets better

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        I hope there will be peace or thay you can immigrate to a safer country one day 🫂🙏