Post op I haven’t gotten around to change my documents since the war began (because I’m depressed)

  • Little_medic OP
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    13 days ago

    I was super religious until 14 I did everything (fasting praying 3 times a day) and I was also born in a super religious family so it was really difficult for my parents so they took me to a lot of doctors and also a cleric and they all said the same thing that it was defect and that I should transition, I’m heterosexual but most of my friends are queer (transbians, gays,…) I’m safe but I should change my documents, I secretly started hrt several time before coming out so I don’t remember the exact time, no I’m not happy I’m stuck in a war torn country

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      13 days ago

      😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

      God, I wish that was me… my story sadly was very painful and different… I am also in a very religious family (I’m arab muslim) and we live in the west but they are very conservative…

      I have a lot of trauma and abuse from my family and I first started to have these feelings when I was 14 years old but instead I became very zealous, like extremely and hated all trans people and queer people a lot… my father called me a faggot as a child

      I pushed it all away and tried to do conversion therapy for 2 years from 16-18y old and it hurt me a lot and made me very traumatized…

      My parents outed me as bisexual when I was 18y old and I had to flee from home. Then I learned that I was transsexual at 19y old and tried to also push it away again a lot and know I’m 20y old and still struggling…

      I’m afraid God hates me and I will go to hell…

      We are sunni…

      Do you have discord… I’d love to talk 🙏🫂

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        13 days ago

        You still live in a good place you can make it, my life isn’t something most people would want to live

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          But at least your family accepts you… my family would never accept me… they will probably die if they ever find out… my father would probably kill me…

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              That is true and I am sorry… but it still makes me sad that they won’t support me… I hope your situation gets better

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      13 days ago

      I hope there will be peace or thay you can immigrate to a safer country one day 🫂🙏