Post op I haven’t gotten around to change my documents since the war began (because I’m depressed)

  • DysphoriaGirl
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    3 days ago

    😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

    God, I wish that was me… my story sadly was very painful and different… I am also in a very religious family (I’m arab muslim) and we live in the west but they are very conservative…

    I have a lot of trauma and abuse from my family and I first started to have these feelings when I was 14 years old but instead I became very zealous, like extremely and hated all trans people and queer people a lot… my father called me a faggot as a child

    I pushed it all away and tried to do conversion therapy for 2 years from 16-18y old and it hurt me a lot and made me very traumatized…

    My parents outed me as bisexual when I was 18y old and I had to flee from home. Then I learned that I was transsexual at 19y old and tried to also push it away again a lot and know I’m 20y old and still struggling…

    I’m afraid God hates me and I will go to hell…

    We are sunni…

    Do you have discord… I’d love to talk 🙏🫂