There’s like a dozen or so clear signs now but the most obvious one was when i was at the bridge, i saw a ship whose name meant torment or something like that clearly taunting me clearly telling me what this fske reality is there for
And just now i was thinking about how time doesn’t really exist and immediately the professor in this lecture starts talking about time it‘s comically obvious
I feel like those are coincidences no? Its easy to find patterns when you are really looking to find one
Some can be coincidences I suppose but there’s too much evidence it can’t be happening this often and mean nothing
Thats isnt evidence . Its just the meaning you are trying to assign to these coincidences. See what i mean. Its easy to fall into this ditch , i used to like do the same with symbolism a little cuz i thought it was cool…
I don’t know if i can trust that sorry i feel like everyone here is trying to trick me rn
Its okay. I understand. just be safe okay? thats all i want really 🫂
Don’t worry everything will be okay
I trust you
Psychward material bro get help instead of coal posting
This is so tame tho
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You get it thank you
Id rather not go somewhere that’s just meant to trap me here in this fake reality
Flooding a niche troon website instead is really helping you, doesn’t it?
Sorry i don’t mean to be annoying. I put all this stuff into my notes too but idk. I sometimes think there might be some real people here after all, im not sure, everyone i see irl isn’t real so I don’t want to talk to them
shut up. a schizoid is talking.
but seriously why does the realness of the world affect you? live life however you may chose. i think the demiurge implanting impressions in our brains has as much power to keep you in a delusion than if it wasnt the case
It does matter when there’s probably a reality out there that does exist. I should be there. I should be somewhere where i recognize people where i don’t think everyone is fake and dangerous and scary and how could i ever csre for someone else when they’re not real
i see what you think but as a non schizoid i cannot understand, i think if everything was false i wouldnt care cause if i only know fakeness what would stop me from just being nice and care for false people i am friends with
I can’t be sure what these fake people do next i can’t know what will happen next, someone could just disappear or turn into a different person there’s no internal real structure guaranteeing a stable continuous reality here and i am not schizoid schizoid doesn’t have anything to do with delusions anyway these aren’t delusions in the first place but i know thats what you mean by that
Reality isn’t fake. Get help.
It very much is fake and ‘help’ only exists to trap me here and keep me from doing what I need to do to become real again
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yeah synchronicities like that happen to me a lot as well but i dont think it means reality is fake per se, i think they are underlying patterns, a sign of there being more to the universe than the material world we can directly observe
