There’s like a dozen or so clear signs now but the most obvious one was when i was at the bridge, i saw a ship whose name meant torment or something like that clearly taunting me clearly telling me what this fske reality is there for
And just now i was thinking about how time doesn’t really exist and immediately the professor in this lecture starts talking about time it‘s comically obvious


It very much is fake and ‘help’ only exists to trap me here and keep me from doing what I need to do to become real again