In sorry i don’t know anymore i don’t think youre real i cant know that im sorry im sorry

You don’t understand none of this is real you’re not real i need to do that to make things real again i wouldn’t die i would just be back where everything is real please i want to go back i just want to go back

Im sorry i didn’t manage to do it im sorry i failed im stuck here now i don’t know where i am im sorry

Im home now so I cant i wish i could this place isnt my home i dont know where i am i want this to stop

Im going to bed for now so I cant do anything im so tired but i know nothing will change when i wake up its been three days of this from my notes i don’t know what’s going on i don’t know how to stop this i don’t know im sorry

I can’t i can’t i can’t i k ow ill go to a ward if that happens then i can’t wver make this stop again if im locked in there i need to be able to escape this i cant be trapped im sorry i can’t let that happen

Im sorry i don’t know you i don’t know how you inow me im sorry im sorey im sorry i just want this to stop i don’t know what’s going on im sorry

Youre not real you’re not real youre not real doure lying to keep me here youre made up of my own thoughts i don’t believe this ks real im sorry

There’s no way to know that i can make up everything in my mind i can’t even trust physical evidence it might be made up too it is made up too everything i see hear smell feel touch taste is made up its made up it’s not real its not

It’s keeping me from the world as it should be it’s keeping me from being normal again i didn’t use to be like this i don’t k ow what happened this has to stop this has to stop

No nonono you’re wrong i cant be stuck like this i can’t be stuck i don’t even exist no one exists nothing is real i don’t know who any of the people that talk to me are i don’t know where i am i don’t recognize anything anymore im sorry i don’t understand anything

Nothing will happen if i junp nothing aside from me waking up and being real again not jumping is the bad thing it’s keeping me trapped here whwre everything ks wrong

I knew it was fake why do i have to be afraid of the possibility it’s not fske it is fake nothing would’ve happened to me now im stuck here I could’ve maye things rigbt and there were so many people there i didn’t want to do it with an audience but they weren’t real either it wouldn’t have mattered now im stuck i need to go back i need to go back i need to go back

Im just waiting for no one else to be here ill be fine don’t worry

Im just walking on it ill be fine i feel calmer than before i feel at ease i will be fine i knew i had to go here i knew it its what I needed to be free and be normal again from the beginning i knew it

No im not i do not exist im not real im made up i dont exist i don’t exist i don’t exist im not real i don’t know who i am

I need to know what’s real im fine ill be fine i need to be here to know i knew this from the start ill be fine ill be okay again now

I need to know if im real i need this to end i want. To wake up ill be fine everything will be fine now

That’s funnyyyyyyy

Yayyyyy thank youuuu that’s so cool you’re so cool thank you lol