There’s like a dozen or so clear signs now but the most obvious one was when i was at the bridge, i saw a ship whose name meant torment or something like that clearly taunting me clearly telling me what this fske reality is there for
And just now i was thinking about how time doesn’t really exist and immediately the professor in this lecture starts talking about time it‘s comically obvious
It does matter when there’s probably a reality out there that does exist. I should be there. I should be somewhere where i recognize people where i don’t think everyone is fake and dangerous and scary and how could i ever csre for someone else when they’re not real
i see what you think but as a non schizoid i cannot understand, i think if everything was false i wouldnt care cause if i only know fakeness what would stop me from just being nice and care for false people i am friends with
I can’t be sure what these fake people do next i can’t know what will happen next, someone could just disappear or turn into a different person there’s no internal real structure guaranteeing a stable continuous reality here and i am not schizoid schizoid doesn’t have anything to do with delusions anyway these aren’t delusions in the first place but i know thats what you mean by that