It’s almost funny how seriously pathetic I am… quick question since this is a fucked up chronically online 4chan adjecent reddit off-shoot with a now independently diverging subculture of transmedicalist, incel blackpill, trannymaxxing and leftwing/rightwing elements… and quite frankly a total cluster fuck of a collection of weird human beings…

Is anybody… literally anybody here not a loser and actually a normal person?

Personally I do not think such a thing is possible… like quite frankly, how many people here are just middle aged males (on estrogen or not) larping as women on the internet…

I think we all are a very specific and special kind of pathetic.

  • Abby
    7·
    6 days ago

    ''chronically online 4chan adjecent reddit off-shoot with a now independently diverging subculture of transmedicalist, incel blackpill, trannymaxxing and leftwing/rightwing elements… ‘’

  • blacktarheroine
    6·
    6 days ago

    Yeah, I’m a normal person. The projected self hatred is strong with this one. I’m a strong uni student, a good friend and generally a happy person. I have the means to support myself and plenty of loved ones. You should probably hate yourself less tho

  • MsYashM
    2·
    6 days ago

    girl you need a break from this website

    • RepressorBoyOP
      1·
      6 days ago

      Then just ban me for a while… just get it all over with… I am fucking sorry for this thing that I am and for how miserable I make others… even Neptune and everbody else is starting to simply hate me… so just ban me… I just dont care anymore… I need a break

  • Abby
    2·
    6 days ago

    I think you are projecting a bit hard but i am all of this ngl

  • justsomefag
    2·
    6 days ago

    I sometimes see myself as a loser but in none of the ways you listed

  • nonarina
    1·
    6 days ago

    I truly hate myself most days and berate myself with similar language when I’m especially frustrated. Idc what other people do as long as it’s not directly affecting me, since I’m already tearing myself down enough as-is

  • doombay
    1·
    6 days ago

    I take steps to better my life everyday. I can say I’m in a better position now since before E where I rotted all day bc I thought a better future wasn’t possible. Sadly the ideal version of my life is out of the question, but I still try and work towards the next best possibility.

  • RtHonAlice
    1·
    6 days ago

    I feel you’re finally reaching your breaking point. I wonder if it is just projection or if you really feel that way.

    • RepressorBoyOP
      1·
      6 days ago

      No, of course I dont believe any of this… I dont want to believe this… maybe it’s true… but I dont know that… I dont want it to be… but it’s easier to believe that… to hate myself

      • RtHonAlice
        2·
        6 days ago

        So you KNOW you are judging and treating us badly, but still do it to feel less bad about yourself? This is despicable, we never chose this shit for ourselves. Do you know how bad I feel whenever I break down or complain to my gf about trans shit? Do you understand I DO NOT WANT THIS ANY MORE THAN YOU DO? I simply try to deal with it in a manner that hurts myself and others less than you do. You and I are the same, except that I am kindhearted, sweet and charming.

        • RepressorBoyOP
          1·
          6 days ago

          No, I’m not doing it to feel better about myself. I’m not a bully… I say troons are monsters… I’m a troon… ergo I’m a monster… it’s not to feel better… it’s too feel worse…

          • RtHonAlice
            3·
            6 days ago

            YOU DO CALL US MONSTERS IN THE PROCESS, do you understand this?

            • RepressorBoyOP
              2·
              6 days ago

              Yes and I am a bad person… I shouldn’t be doing this but I do… I need to leave or take a break but I’m sure the people here will now never not hate me… I messed up again… I am narcissistic asshole…

              I don’t even know how to apologize.

              By saying, I made a mistake and I don’t want to repeat it. I don’t want to hate you all or myself. And I am deeply sorry…

              Like that maybe… idk…

              I am sorry… yes do recognize that…

              But these are not my thoughts… it’s the shit that’s been drilled into my head for years now… again, I was a literal advocate for just putting everybody into conversion therapy or killing gay people a few years ago… I’m still fucked up in the head…

              I’m sorry… I just… sigh… idk

  • thrwy809
    1·
    6 days ago

    i’m kinda a normal person but also an incel loser?