It’s almost funny how seriously pathetic I am… quick question since this is a fucked up chronically online 4chan adjecent reddit off-shoot with a now independently diverging subculture of transmedicalist, incel blackpill, trannymaxxing and leftwing/rightwing elements… and quite frankly a total cluster fuck of a collection of weird human beings…
Is anybody… literally anybody here not a loser and actually a normal person?
Personally I do not think such a thing is possible… like quite frankly, how many people here are just middle aged males (on estrogen or not) larping as women on the internet…
I think we all are a very specific and special kind of pathetic.


No, of course I dont believe any of this… I dont want to believe this… maybe it’s true… but I dont know that… I dont want it to be… but it’s easier to believe that… to hate myself
So you KNOW you are judging and treating us badly, but still do it to feel less bad about yourself? This is despicable, we never chose this shit for ourselves. Do you know how bad I feel whenever I break down or complain to my gf about trans shit? Do you understand I DO NOT WANT THIS ANY MORE THAN YOU DO? I simply try to deal with it in a manner that hurts myself and others less than you do. You and I are the same, except that I am kindhearted, sweet and charming.
No, I’m not doing it to feel better about myself. I’m not a bully… I say troons are monsters… I’m a troon… ergo I’m a monster… it’s not to feel better… it’s too feel worse…
YOU DO CALL US MONSTERS IN THE PROCESS, do you understand this?
Yes and I am a bad person… I shouldn’t be doing this but I do… I need to leave or take a break but I’m sure the people here will now never not hate me… I messed up again… I am narcissistic asshole…
I don’t even know how to apologize.
By saying, I made a mistake and I don’t want to repeat it. I don’t want to hate you all or myself. And I am deeply sorry…
Like that maybe… idk…
I am sorry… yes do recognize that…
But these are not my thoughts… it’s the shit that’s been drilled into my head for years now… again, I was a literal advocate for just putting everybody into conversion therapy or killing gay people a few years ago… I’m still fucked up in the head…
I’m sorry… I just… sigh… idk
First and foremost you need to find a way not to let your self-loathing hurt others.
Yeah…