It’s almost funny how seriously pathetic I am… quick question since this is a fucked up chronically online 4chan adjecent reddit off-shoot with a now independently diverging subculture of transmedicalist, incel blackpill, trannymaxxing and leftwing/rightwing elements… and quite frankly a total cluster fuck of a collection of weird human beings…
Is anybody… literally anybody here not a loser and actually a normal person?
Personally I do not think such a thing is possible… like quite frankly, how many people here are just middle aged males (on estrogen or not) larping as women on the internet…
I think we all are a very specific and special kind of pathetic.
Yes and I am a bad person… I shouldn’t be doing this but I do… I need to leave or take a break but I’m sure the people here will now never not hate me… I messed up again… I am narcissistic asshole…
I don’t even know how to apologize.
By saying, I made a mistake and I don’t want to repeat it. I don’t want to hate you all or myself. And I am deeply sorry…
Like that maybe… idk…
I am sorry… yes do recognize that…
But these are not my thoughts… it’s the shit that’s been drilled into my head for years now… again, I was a literal advocate for just putting everybody into conversion therapy or killing gay people a few years ago… I’m still fucked up in the head…
I’m sorry… I just… sigh… idk
First and foremost you need to find a way not to let your self-loathing hurt others.
Yeah…