I’m really just sorry but it just feels like sexuality inherently invalidates transness and that it should not exist and that a trans person should in the best case scenario literally be asexual until transition, so literally not even capable of feeling any sexual stuff.
Like to me this just feels true… that sexuality makes gender inherently dirty and bad and invalid because if somebody sexualizes wanting to be a woman then clearly they are not a woman or would just want to be that out of sexual reasons…
Being a woman is not inherently sexual and existing with a body, having a gender is non sexual endeavor and so sexuality should not play any role in being trans and wanting to change that gender…
If one’s gender and sexualiy are tangled up, then we have a major problem and need to first remove or fix the sexuality before we can allow any new gender…
Like sex is just bad and if one doesn’t want their gender to be corrupted by that then it has to never have had anyhting to do or be shaped by sexuality.
That’s how it feels to me.
So I’m just a narcissistic bitch… okay…
But it doesn’t change anything. It’s not about me being especially bad… you all just hate it when I generalize to say others are also bad in the same way as me… then you all go ballistic.
Yeah, people don’t like to be implicated in the transphobia that you use for self harm. I do not believe there is a system that would keep you out of transition that would also not keep me out. Don’t worry, you can’t actually stop me from transitioning! I did it already. But I think this is a good sign that your system is flawed.
Either my system is flawed or we as a community are just to afraid to actually implement radical transmedicalism and just allow early onset non-agp troons to transition because they are the only true pure good trans people and the only ones who are really trans…