I’m really just sorry but it just feels like sexuality inherently invalidates transness and that it should not exist and that a trans person should in the best case scenario literally be asexual until transition, so literally not even capable of feeling any sexual stuff.
Like to me this just feels true… that sexuality makes gender inherently dirty and bad and invalid because if somebody sexualizes wanting to be a woman then clearly they are not a woman or would just want to be that out of sexual reasons…
Being a woman is not inherently sexual and existing with a body, having a gender is non sexual endeavor and so sexuality should not play any role in being trans and wanting to change that gender…
If one’s gender and sexualiy are tangled up, then we have a major problem and need to first remove or fix the sexuality before we can allow any new gender…
Like sex is just bad and if one doesn’t want their gender to be corrupted by that then it has to never have had anyhting to do or be shaped by sexuality.
That’s how it feels to me.
why would gender ever be completely nonsexual? sex is the whole point of gender in the end!
No, it’s not the whole point!
Cis women don’t keep starring at their own boobs… only trans women are this weird…
we have a major problem and need to first remove or fix the sexuality before we can allow any new gender
Yes and so since your current engagement with sexuality is powered by a testosterone driven endocrine system, the first and most important thing that you need to do is make a change so that you have an estrogen driven endocrine system, and then you can see how you feel about everything
No, that’s cheating. If one isn’t pure from the start then one isn’t truetrans… I am already tainted by my past and that can never go away… I can’t be a woman because I internet have a male sexuality on a psychological level and even if I didn’t then I’m still wrong cause I was born male and don’t deserve existing
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No you aren’t, come on. Do you think I should’ve just suffered in misery until I drank myself to death, because I tainted myself? Do you think it isn’t better for everyone that I’ve found a way to live and be present and engaged in the lives around me? Do you think they all should see me gone because of how my body involuntarily behaved when it was driven by testosterone?
No… because you probably redeemed yourself or weren’t evil and were as you said driven by testosterone while I am fully evil… I indulge in this lustufullness and sin and I am like mentally male
You were just a victim of this… but I was a perpetrator… I am at fault for being like this and struggling like this because plenty people are not sexual monsters like me and are able to just be normal…
But I am not… so it’s actually all my fault which is why I can’t redeem myself…
You washed yourself and became clean but personally I feel like I can’t be clean ever again… I’m dirty… filthy for ever…
I was under a testosterone dominant endocrine system until I was 36. If I can get clean so can you.
So much of your thinking here depends on this idea that you are special. That you are uniquely bad in a way that means you can’t transition while others can.
You are not special. You are a tranny. And it will be good to accept this.
So I’m just a narcissistic bitch… okay…
But it doesn’t change anything. It’s not about me being especially bad… you all just hate it when I generalize to say others are also bad in the same way as me… then you all go ballistic.
Yeah, people don’t like to be implicated in the transphobia that you use for self harm. I do not believe there is a system that would keep you out of transition that would also not keep me out. Don’t worry, you can’t actually stop me from transitioning! I did it already. But I think this is a good sign that your system is flawed.
Either my system is flawed or we as a community are just to afraid to actually implement radical transmedicalism and just allow early onset non-agp troons to transition because they are the only true pure good trans people and the only ones who are really trans…
you are a tranny
No, no no no no. Not if that means I’m worthless. Either good trans people exist that are pure and not tainted and knew early on and are good and not evil or male in any way and are not gross and are just normal good deserving people who pass and are normal and not icky or hypersexual or weird or mentally fucked up and deranged.
Either they exist or being a tranny is something nobody should ever want to be cause then it’s supposedly just people doing ugly gross things and saying they are women and being mentally ill and being on 4chan and acting in moid way.
I want to be a good trans person but that ship has sailed because I was never effeminate as a child, I didn’t realize early on, I was not attracted to men as a child, I wasn’t feminine, it wasn’t clear that transition is necessary and inevitable and I didn’t know early on and I wasn’t sexually pure or like asexual or female in my sexuality.
No, I belong to the bad trans category.
And if that’s the case, I don’t want it!
I just want to be loved and clean and not dirty anymore and not hated. I don’t want to be seen as gross. All I ever wanted in life was to people to stop looking at me and thinking I am gross and weird and a creep. I am so disgusting 😣
I know that pain and it kept me from transitioning for a very long time. And it’s such a hard pain to carry. The world really, really wants you to believe this. I can’t say that I don’t still feel it.
You will not be able to escape it by joining the hate. That’s going to take you to some dark places. The only chance for relief is transition.
You can think what you want but my wife is very happy to be a lesbian with me, and you should reconsider embracing language that prefers my death instead of this outcome.
You should get on hrt to block testosterone and see if it’s influencing you negatively then make a decision.
Chances are you won’t get any irreversible physical effects in the first couple weeks anyways so might as well
But I need to deserve that and I don’t
No you don’t need to “deserve” it lol what
That’s so retarded do you think trans people who do something bad should be forcibly detrooned? Do you think they should be forcibly detrooned for having a sexuality? Like most of us here have (I mean you’ve seen hornygen I assume)
I do need to prove that I’m actually trans. And no they shouldn’t be detrooned but if their behavior is indicative of them not being actually trans then they shouldn’t be transitioning cause they are literally not actual real transsexuals…
If you are 100% a man and just decide to transition cause it helps you jerk off better than you’re not a woman… you’re just a gross moid.
I am a gross disgusting subhuman moid.
if their behaviour is indicative of them not being actually trans then they shouldn’t be transitioning
This is flawed, handwavey logic and I’m sure I don’t have to explain why.
Yeah probably
