What if I realized women have a greater capacity for sexual pleasure and just was envious and wanted to have a vagina because me wanted female orgasms and lesbian sex and then that developed into troon thoughts?
What if I realized women have a greater capacity for sexual pleasure and just was envious and wanted to have a vagina because me wanted female orgasms and lesbian sex and then that developed into troon thoughts?
But that is literally how it happened:
“Porn, violence. Me feel bad. Lesbian stuff, soft. Oh wow. But then. Oh dick bad. Hm… sad, addicted, desensitized. Women pleausure. Me envy. AGP”
I sound like a caveman cause I am an orgehon
Imagine if hitbox guy didnt pick a female skin cause he thought it was pretty but because he played every male skin and it felt bad and his hitbox was huge and then he tried the female skin, noticed that the hitbox was smaller, and then developed a liking for the skin based on its apperane… it’s not an excuse!
THINK ABOUT THIS. THINK ABOUT WHY YOU FEEL BAD HERE.
Well… now I feel bad or want to retroactively think I did… but back then I didnt… I didnt feel anything cause I was constanly completely numb or half dissociated from it all…
Have you considered that it’s actually quite unusual to be numb like that, and that it’s commonly seen in children seeking to avoid the pain of gender dysphoria
It also happens in other types of children
Your name is dysphoria girl
… yeah but… idk… hmpf