What if I realized women have a greater capacity for sexual pleasure and just was envious and wanted to have a vagina because me wanted female orgasms and lesbian sex and then that developed into troon thoughts?
This was me in highschool lmao I literally felt envy for that stuff (and I still do) but I didn’t know it was dysphoria
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type shit
literally kept me awake at night. i was suicidal over this shit
But this is literally le bad.
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But isnt that bad… like literally just goonbrained as fuck, cissoid lesbian fetishisation type shit… like this feels to me literally just like a guys being “huh, my dick dont work, well would be nice to be a lesbian and use my male rape brain to fetishize lesbian women”… like it feels so utterly male to me
you know what is infinitely more male?
it’s having sex as a man normally and not giving a fuck if women have “more pleasure” because you are a man and even if it was more pleasurable physically it would be weird and uncomfortable to be a woman
But that is only for real men… I am failed faggot male anyway…
im gonna beat you up
So… cause you cannot debate me sis, you are turning to violence… God, I really am a ragebaiter… but like why beat me up… idk yeah… If you beat me up… can you kiss me afterwards (I am so dumb)
stop fucking saying that
men don’t fucking care about this
Ask most cis moids and they totally would want to have lesbian sex once… they are evil like that… most men fetishize lesbians
shut up literally
I just dont see the difference… what is the difference between a supposed trans girl seeing and envying or whatever lesbians and a cis moid gooner fetishizing them if both are male bodied and evil and doing the same thing
If wanting to experience the sexuality that you are meant to have is bad then I don’t know what to tell you
Also my dick worked fine I just hated it so yeah.
Also don’t tell me you can’t tell fetishization and envy apart…
Sexuality is bad… the only sexuality anybody is meant to have is good christian sexualtiy, marriage between wife and husband, and baby making…
Well… for me the female fantasies were compensation for my failed sexuality probably and an attempt to somehow deal with my body… it was also very bad for me healthwise… see it is all evil… I literally used to watch lesbian stuff and was like “oh hot, lesbians, yummy” and you are trying to tell me that by doing that I am not a subhuman gooner moid…
Also… no, I dont really know how to tell them apart.
The first paragraph alone shows that you are far too brainwashed by religion to ever convince. You will need to deprogram yourself, nothing I say can make a difference here.
I hope you can be free from this one day, 2 people having sex for the sake of fun is normal and anyone that says otherwise is inhumane.
Inhumane is a strong word… sex is not that important… people just cant controll themselves and act in a moral way… plenty of people can… but a lot of people choose to believe that sex and fun are “important” instead of being righteous…
At least that is the thought in my head right now.
As I said, nothing I say will make a difference. Everything you said is simply wrong, but I will not argue further because it’s pointless
I am sorry… I just think this is an emotional issue within me, not intellectual
Honestly this sounds like the “she just has a smaller hitbox bro” type of justification for an existing feeling. A feeling of gender dysphoria.
But that is literally how it happened:
“Porn, violence. Me feel bad. Lesbian stuff, soft. Oh wow. But then. Oh dick bad. Hm… sad, addicted, desensitized. Women pleausure. Me envy. AGP”
I sound like a caveman cause I am an orgehon
Imagine if hitbox guy didnt pick a female skin cause he thought it was pretty but because he played every male skin and it felt bad and his hitbox was huge and then he tried the female skin, noticed that the hitbox was smaller, and then developed a liking for the skin based on its apperane… it’s not an excuse!
Porn, violence. Me feel bad
THINK ABOUT THIS. THINK ABOUT WHY YOU FEEL BAD HERE.
Well… now I feel bad or want to retroactively think I did… but back then I didnt… I didnt feel anything cause I was constanly completely numb or half dissociated from it all…
Have you considered that it’s actually quite unusual to be numb like that, and that it’s commonly seen in children seeking to avoid the pain of gender dysphoria
It also happens in other types of children
Your name is dysphoria girl
… yeah but… idk… hmpf
The same happened with me (In my case it was worse, because it clustered with my degenerate fetishes). And the worst part is that I still feel this envy and crave those things (even though I’m already taking E), instead of having my motivations to transition stop being sexual at all, like what happen with other trans women after E. That’s how I know I’m faketrans as fuck.
I feel the same (just without the E ofc)
i need a vagina
Same… not an SRS one though… I want a real one… fucking cissoid cowards… dont want to even try to grow or bioengeneeer artifical lab grown vaginas for us… ugh seething
i want a good srs
There is no such thing… I think every available technique is insufficent and in 50-100 years, they will consider it barbaric malpractice…
You’re shit out of luck because SRS does not increase the nervous endings that cause that.
I know that SRS is severly limited… which is why I dont want that… I was just talking about my 15y old agp fantasies and how that is at fault for my evil troon thoughts…
Also, we should kidnapp scientists and create lab grown neovaginas…
Just try actual love. My gf says she’s jealous about my sensitivity, which apparently surpasses hers. Female sexuality is mostly mental.
Actual love?.. I seriously dont understand what you mean by that.
A partner who genuinely cherishes you for who you am. It surpasses physical limitations.
huh?.. english… english please… no such thing… not here… huh???
Eh?
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. I CANNOT BE EVER LOVED. THIS KIND OF LOVE IS NOT REAL. LIKE LITRALLY. THIS IS SIMPLY NOT COMPREHENSIBLE. I AM INCAPABLE OF BEING LOVED. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT???
