Like maybe troonism is just a trauma response and we internalized a lot of misandry from a boy hating world and homophobia which is why we are trying to escape from manhood because we cannot stand being either incel heterosexual failures or endlessly hated gay men and so we try to become women but in that process cut of our phallus and masculinity which is almost like a satanic ritual of mutilation and we actually are give ourselves over to a hedonistic life style and the succubus theory is correct and we even if we pass, we will age and have no children and so will be a detriment to humanity and will one day regret this path we chose and realize that it was just a self destructive path, moving us away from God and leaving us infertile, ugly and medically ill…

And we are evil because we literally are taking away our masculine strength and power and energy and responsibilities (The Phallic Order of the World) and thereby making our nation’s weak and moving society and civilisation towards death and destruction like the Roman Empire…

And it is all just idk an autistic expression of mental illness and we literally are just the final logic of pedophile queer theory and they invented gender identity to be a subversive force and to femininize men and take away our testosterone and make men in society weaker and make us castrate ourseli ves which will lead to barbarian nations where men are still very masculine to conquer us and dominate us.

And then this will be the fall of western civilization and the end of the industrial Era as the world plunges either into hypercapitalist imperialist dystopia or into barbarism and then we all will realize that we tried to play God and change the way we were made and will kill ourselves because we actually deserved to die from day one because of how sick our souls were…

Failed Sons… maybe that’s all we are…

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    I can’t do it because if I do she will die. That is not a point of discussion. She will simply die of a broken heart. And it’s not like she’s a bad person or a bad mother. She just has her flaws, okay. And besides… it’s not like my suffering is bad enough to justify doing that much harm.

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        No, two older siblings. It doesn’t matter though. She’s the most attached to me. Her health dwindled. She literally had night terrors.

        This is my responsibility and fault. I can’t kill myself. I can’t live. It all doesn’t make a damn difference. I just want to not be here anymore

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            My siblings confirmed it and Mt father sending me a picture from the hospital and both of them losing several kilograms of weight and me seeing her scream and fall apart and have a neurotic breakdown when she thought I was leaving again… yeah no, I think I do know for sure…