probably taking ralox or another serm too and doing a low dose.

idk i just.

8 months.

i cant do that. i really cant.

im so scared. theyd be so angry and hurt and betrayed but.

idk. who knows. i may not but.

the idea came to me.

and.

and and.

maybe ill rep for a while more but.

therell be a. window. when yhey go to visit my brother.

a chance.

im sorry. i know its stupid. im sorry.

i just feel so afraid of. what 8 months will do to me.

  • Maddie
    4·
    17 hours ago

    diy or die, or smth idk

    get on E nona

    • NarcissusOP
      2·
      17 hours ago

      the problem is that the die part could be literal if this goes wrong…

  • dead__consciousness
    4·
    18 hours ago

    it’s not stupid. i won’t pretend i understand the exact details of your situation but no matter how terrible it is it’s only natural for you to be terrified of masculinization, i’d feel the same in your place. i’m really sorry 🫂

  • deafsky
    3·
    17 hours ago

    it’s not stupid, repping is literal torture :( without knowing your circumstances i think it might work estrogen effects isn’t rly that difficult to hide. you could also try a low dose + blockers if that’s accessible to halt masculinization but with slower chages. i hope that everything goes well in any case 🫂