probably taking ralox or another serm too and doing a low dose.
idk i just.
8 months.
i cant do that. i really cant.
im so scared. theyd be so angry and hurt and betrayed but.
idk. who knows. i may not but.
the idea came to me.
and.
and and.
maybe ill rep for a while more but.
therell be a. window. when yhey go to visit my brother.
a chance.
im sorry. i know its stupid. im sorry.
i just feel so afraid of. what 8 months will do to me.
it’s not stupid, repping is literal torture :( without knowing your circumstances i think it might work estrogen effects isn’t rly that difficult to hide. you could also try a low dose + blockers if that’s accessible to halt masculinization but with slower chages. i hope that everything goes well in any case 🫂