probably taking ralox or another serm too and doing a low dose.
idk i just.
8 months.
i cant do that. i really cant.
im so scared. theyd be so angry and hurt and betrayed but.
idk. who knows. i may not but.
the idea came to me.
and.
and and.
maybe ill rep for a while more but.
therell be a. window. when yhey go to visit my brother.
a chance.
im sorry. i know its stupid. im sorry.
i just feel so afraid of. what 8 months will do to me.
it’s not stupid. i won’t pretend i understand the exact details of your situation but no matter how terrible it is it’s only natural for you to be terrified of masculinization, i’d feel the same in your place. i’m really sorry 🫂