I know this is very cringe and agp but watching magical girl animes makes me sad in a way. It’s like watching the girlhood I missed out on in childhood and it’s really depressing. I love card captor Sakura for example, but in a way I feel jealous (I hope that doesn’t come off as creepy). Like she gets to not only live in a fantasy universe where things aren’t as depressing, she gets to be the girl I never got to/get to be.
This post is cringe and very pathetic I’m sorry, but it’s how I feel. Its like a reminder that I’ve lived my entire life wrong and I can’t take any of it back :/ I wish I could’ve been BORN a girl. I feel like I just got fucked over completely. Maybe in my next life I guess, if reincarnation is even real.
that’s another thing about anime too. the main character almost ALWAYS has a perfect support group/friends to cheer them on. Even in normie shonen animes, it makes me very jealous:(
I’m so malebrained for always having hated romance stuff and all the “girly” things and always having instead been interested in Shonen and boy stuff and action and power levels… uggghhhh
Im so fucking malebrained and don’t soulpass
Who doesn’t



