I know this is very cringe and agp but watching magical girl animes makes me sad in a way. It’s like watching the girlhood I missed out on in childhood and it’s really depressing. I love card captor Sakura for example, but in a way I feel jealous (I hope that doesn’t come off as creepy). Like she gets to not only live in a fantasy universe where things aren’t as depressing, she gets to be the girl I never got to/get to be.

This post is cringe and very pathetic I’m sorry, but it’s how I feel. Its like a reminder that I’ve lived my entire life wrong and I can’t take any of it back :/ I wish I could’ve been BORN a girl. I feel like I just got fucked over completely. Maybe in my next life I guess, if reincarnation is even real.