i pass mostly and only have like mild trauma and still i want to kill myself. why? i want to kill myself every minute of every day when it is factually not that bad. why?

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    I don’t think I’m much older than you. And also… I was just giving out a suggestion…

    Never claimed to know everything about your life. But if you’re not depressed because of being clocky, because you said you pass, then you’re probably depressed about something else going and maybe should talk with somebody about that and try to fix it. That’s was all I meant to say

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      20 days ago

      oh no the older women are therapists ive been to plenty of therapists before theyre awful

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        20 days ago

        Oh okay, got it. Sorry you had such a horrible experience with them. Maybe try a male therapist? Idk… try maybe finding a queer friendly or trans specific therapist… just hope you’ll find the support you need.

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          20 days ago

          a male therapist haha my first therapist was a male therapist he was like the cop therapist i had a trans specialized therapist she pawned me off to some other therapist who called the police on me

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              19 days ago

              does anyone have a good experience with therapists

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                    19 days ago

                    Kinda… my cisf psychiatrist was mean and cold… but my male psychologist was very warm and very kind and compassionate… even after me telling him I have gender dysphoria… and my transmasc psych counselor is very nice and listens well…

                    It takes a while… but yeah not everybody is perfect… but therapy isn’t a magic pill either… you will still feel depressed.

                    But it gets better… and people can be nice and compassionate and competent