i pass mostly and only have like mild trauma and still i want to kill myself. why? i want to kill myself every minute of every day when it is factually not that bad. why?

  • DysphoriaGirl
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    6 days ago

    Oh okay, got it. Sorry you had such a horrible experience with them. Maybe try a male therapist? Idk… try maybe finding a queer friendly or trans specific therapist… just hope you’ll find the support you need.

    • sophiaOP
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      6 days ago

      a male therapist haha my first therapist was a male therapist he was like the cop therapist i had a trans specialized therapist she pawned me off to some other therapist who called the police on me

        • sophiaOP
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          5 days ago

          does anyone have a good experience with therapists

              • DysphoriaGirl
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                5 days ago

                Kinda… my cisf psychiatrist was mean and cold… but my male psychologist was very warm and very kind and compassionate… even after me telling him I have gender dysphoria… and my transmasc psych counselor is very nice and listens well…

                It takes a while… but yeah not everybody is perfect… but therapy isn’t a magic pill either… you will still feel depressed.

                But it gets better… and people can be nice and compassionate and competent

                • sophiaOP
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                  5 days ago

                  i was in therapy for 9 years it doesnt get better

                  • DysphoriaGirl
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                    5 days ago

                    I’m sorry… sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn’t… often things get better then worse again… I hope you can find somebody one day who can help you