i pass mostly and only have like mild trauma and still i want to kill myself. why? i want to kill myself every minute of every day when it is factually not that bad. why?

    • sophiaOP
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      5 days ago

      does anyone have a good experience with therapists

          • DysphoriaGirl
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            4 days ago

            Kinda… my cisf psychiatrist was mean and cold… but my male psychologist was very warm and very kind and compassionate… even after me telling him I have gender dysphoria… and my transmasc psych counselor is very nice and listens well…

            It takes a while… but yeah not everybody is perfect… but therapy isn’t a magic pill either… you will still feel depressed.

            But it gets better… and people can be nice and compassionate and competent

            • sophiaOP
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              4 days ago

              i was in therapy for 9 years it doesnt get better

              • DysphoriaGirl
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                4 days ago

                I’m sorry… sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn’t… often things get better then worse again… I hope you can find somebody one day who can help you

                • sophiaOP
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                  4 days ago

                  quit saying sorry the world is just awful and a therapist cant change that only god can change that therapists are just there to reinduce the mass psychosis affecting everyone who doesnt want to kill themselves