i pass mostly and only have like mild trauma and still i want to kill myself. why? i want to kill myself every minute of every day when it is factually not that bad. why?

  • sophiaOP
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    12 days ago

    a male therapist haha my first therapist was a male therapist he was like the cop therapist i had a trans specialized therapist she pawned me off to some other therapist who called the police on me

      • sophiaOP
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        12 days ago

        does anyone have a good experience with therapists

            • DysphoriaGirl
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              11 days ago

              Kinda… my cisf psychiatrist was mean and cold… but my male psychologist was very warm and very kind and compassionate… even after me telling him I have gender dysphoria… and my transmasc psych counselor is very nice and listens well…

              It takes a while… but yeah not everybody is perfect… but therapy isn’t a magic pill either… you will still feel depressed.

              But it gets better… and people can be nice and compassionate and competent

              • sophiaOP
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                11 days ago

                i was in therapy for 9 years it doesnt get better

                • DysphoriaGirl
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                  11 days ago

                  I’m sorry… sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn’t… often things get better then worse again… I hope you can find somebody one day who can help you

                  • sophiaOP
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                    11 days ago

                    quit saying sorry the world is just awful and a therapist cant change that only god can change that therapists are just there to reinduce the mass psychosis affecting everyone who doesnt want to kill themselves