figuring out that wishing i was trans all the time might mean that im actually just trans

When I told my theyfab girlfriend at the time that I wanted to die and reincarnate as a girl. They and their family literally drove me to planned parenthood and got me on hrt like a week later. Holy fuck they were such a good person and deserved better than me.

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4t4 convinced me to plus i had gotten so bad that i couldn’t function anymore, and was i probably going to kill myself if i didn’t. my first post on 4t4 early 2024 (after lurking since 2021) was as a repper.

Finally taking a long hard look in the mirror and realizing that I would rather commit suicide then look like this for the rest of my life

seeing trump get elected and realized if i dont start now, ill never be able to

extremely sneedy but from watching I Saw the TV Glow lmao

Stopped repping about being trans in general when I accepted that I’ll never be okay with the notion of dying as a woman. Quit identifying as nonbinary and moved onto FtM when I realized that I actually prefer perceived as a man and that this wasn’t influenced by my romantic interests, which occurred sometime after getting on testosterone.

I was just so stressed all the time about balding that I realized faketrans or no I’d do a lot to stop having to worry

Gaining consciousness at 11

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Realizing it was my last chance to not become a hon and that desires to be a woman will not stop

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Not to sound like adolf sneedler but ISTTG